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Brian ([personal profile] memnus) wrote2004-09-14 01:09 pm

Life is shit right now.

I feel really, really bad. Not only do I have more than a full plate this week, this semester in general, I'm still having to face how badly I actually fucked up at the end of this summer. I was supposed to have a decent presentation for tomorrow's poster session, but all I actually have is shit. I know Prof Thom is disappointed; she's said as much, but I think it's an understatement. Now for multiple reasons, I just want to crawl under a rock and play dead until anything that needed me has forgotten and I can start over.

I have hardly enough time to do all my own work; I don't know what I'm doing in 70 grading; I need to find time to do LSD group work too.

I'm trying, I really am. But I'm failing.

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[identity profile] iluvsheep.livejournal.com 2004-09-14 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
If it's really as bad as it sounds, you might want to drop cs70 grading. It is a heck of a timesuck (as I understand from other people who have done it), doesn't pay very well, and you don't really learn very much from it (again, based on what I have heard).