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Twice in three nights.
Maybe my memory is dull, but I don't know when the last time was that I was this far out of control. First Wednesday night, now tonight, I was minding my own business when Winamp played a song that just pushed me over, and I had to curl up on the couch and cry, until it released me.
I don't like this. I don't appreciate the feeling that I'm so out of sorts, so not myself, that I can hardly summon a happy thought.
Something needs to change. Something sudden, something drastic. If only I knew what.
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Maybe my memory is dull, but I don't know when the last time was that I was this far out of control. First Wednesday night, now tonight, I was minding my own business when Winamp played a song that just pushed me over, and I had to curl up on the couch and cry, until it released me.
I don't like this. I don't appreciate the feeling that I'm so out of sorts, so not myself, that I can hardly summon a happy thought.
Something needs to change. Something sudden, something drastic. If only I knew what.
click
Not helpful, but here.