Dec. 23rd, 2004

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Gods around. I don't want to be this sensitive.

In my expeditions around town this morning, I went by the library. Part of the run was for my parents, but I picked up some crack reading for myself. First, Survivor's Quest, the latest Zahn contribution to the Star Wars novelverse; second, a book I picked up at random called The Touch.

The latter I fully expected to be crap. The pretense is that, in the not-too-distant future, some people will develop a condition where any skin-to-skin contact with them will result in the other party being severely neurologically damaged in one way or another, temporarily or permanently. The condition is not transmissible and appears around puberty - corny enough, right?

Turns out, it's a collection of short stories, as a benefit for HEAL and FACT, charities championing AIDS- and cancer-related causes, respectively. It's a collection of short stories, and each one really hit home. I don't know if it's how it's meant, but I read it as a reminder of how the ill are shunned, and those that need the most help and support get the least, out of fear and misundertanding. Bad science aside, it is a really, really good book. My standard for good fiction is that it makes me forget that it's fiction, and as I read I keep imagining myself into that world, and how bleak and dreary it'd be.

Tomorrow, the terror that is Christmas Eve.

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Well, never mind entirely about the book.

Spoiler cut, for courtesy )

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I imagine most of you know what's really on my mind this break.

I talked to Audrey this morning, before I left for town. She... I don't know. I hate telephones, and can never manage to say everything I need to. Consequently, I ended up nodding and agreeing while she said that she was recovering from a cold, and would call me back later to make plans. I said when I'd end up being home and let the conversation end.

I notice now that that makes absolutely no sense. "I'd love to see you" is one thing, but I've made it clear that I'm absolutely free, and if she really wants to see me she just needs to tell me when and where. Instead, I'm getting the same runaround I got in the summer.

I'm not trying again to reach her. She knows it's her turn, now, and if she doesn't take it, it'll finally be time to close that book, forever.

Gods, I'm scared of change still.

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