Sep. 24th, 2004
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Sep. 24th, 2004 10:10 pmTwice in three nights.
Maybe my memory is dull, but I don't know when the last time was that I was this far out of control. First Wednesday night, now tonight, I was minding my own business when Winamp played a song that just pushed me over, and I had to curl up on the couch and cry, until it released me.
I don't like this. I don't appreciate the feeling that I'm so out of sorts, so not myself, that I can hardly summon a happy thought.
Something needs to change. Something sudden, something drastic. If only I knew what.
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Maybe my memory is dull, but I don't know when the last time was that I was this far out of control. First Wednesday night, now tonight, I was minding my own business when Winamp played a song that just pushed me over, and I had to curl up on the couch and cry, until it released me.
I don't like this. I don't appreciate the feeling that I'm so out of sorts, so not myself, that I can hardly summon a happy thought.
Something needs to change. Something sudden, something drastic. If only I knew what.
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The entry to pay more attention to
Sep. 24th, 2004 10:35 pmInto the blackest moods, anything can be a shining light.
I cleaned the cats' boxes. Meanwhile, there was a thundering herd of yowling, rampaging small children, stampeding up the stairs outside. As their cries of "MOOOOOMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!" echoed through the door, I could definitely feel the thought that they're not mine.
I'm feeling better. But I still need a change.
Maybe I'll swoop a frosh?
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I cleaned the cats' boxes. Meanwhile, there was a thundering herd of yowling, rampaging small children, stampeding up the stairs outside. As their cries of "MOOOOOMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!" echoed through the door, I could definitely feel the thought that they're not mine.
I'm feeling better. But I still need a change.
Maybe I'll swoop a frosh?
click