Ugh.

In case anyone was wondering, this is not helping.

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Turned inwards

Paradoxically, even while dropping into a depression, I find myself seething with energy inside. I know that if I can do something with this energy, I'll feel better, be able to move onward, but it doesn't want to be turned to productive purposes. (Pouring my heart into a research paper on Charles Fourier won't be the intended result.)

I'm considering getting myself back into habitual gaming, in this case breaking into Star Wars TCG. It's early in the game cycle, still early enough for me to get good. Unfortunately, the way to do that would be to go to as many tournaments as I could, and since it's still a new game, those may well be far away. We'll see; I'd certainly be willing to make time for it by cutting back on Angband variants. I've made a little money through grading this semester that could go to it.

We'll see.

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